Suicide is not the solution. Please never do that. It is a devastating thing. The hole it leaves behind can’t be filled. Things can absolutely get better for you. Live on for the hope of that future. Don’t give up.

Next time I visit their grave I could bring a specific type of flowers if any of you would like to suggest some.

Very bittersweet to hear about the new spinoff that’s coming. I know they would be excited for it.

Every time I go to visit them I’m hoping it gets easier but it never does. It still hurts. I really wish they hadn’t left the way they did.

The hotline number is 1-800-273-8255. Please call it if you are considering giving up. Someone is waiting to talk to you.

It’s strange how grief works. It’s like a filter you see everything else through once it’s there.

I can’t believe they’ve been gone for 5 months.

Today was rough. I just sat by their grave and cried for a bit.

They were too kind for this world. They felt things so deeply. They took things so hard. They hurt hard. But they loved hard all the same. They were a shining light and even though that light has gone out, the world is brighter for having them in it for that brief time.

I miss you.

Even though you’re gone I hope you know somehow how much we love and still think about you.

I can’t say enough how much of a privilege it was to know them. They were really special. God I miss them.

You have not been forgotten. You never will be.

I wish you could’ve found another way, my sweet friend. It is not the same without you.

I’m still wondering if there was more I could’ve done to help them. It’s something I feel guilt about. Could I have done more to help ease their pain or was I helpless?

They always loved christmas

We miss you, sweet friend.

It’s been over a year now since you left. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss you.