Sends a message to @LittleYorkRose "Do you have dates for a photo shoot for Amelia?"

Sighs as she sits next to Amelia's crib. She felt like a useless mother, a useless girlfriend and she just wanted to cry

She is sat with her head on her desk. Exhausted and done

She crawls into bed beside @YoungestBianchi

Roses and chocolates from Amelia courtesy of my Grandmother..... Made my day

Pokes @YoungestBianchi cheek "Amelia is asleep and the jacuzzi is on"

She's going home with her daughter. At least she has someone who cares and loves her

"Thank you for inviting me @LittleYorkRose but I need to get Amelia back to the hotel. She's tired"

//just This..... I know I'm not good enough

She is back in Russia and at home with Amelia, wondering if @YoungestBianchi is ever going to make it home

She really doesn't want @YoungestBianchi going, she wants to be by his side. But she's not going to argue. She's going to be there for him when he needs her

It's a Friday. Her boyfriend was away. And she had a very tearful baby who didn't want to be soothed

She needs adult conversation that isn't to do with business

Shes sick. She wishes @YoungestBianchi was here

"Has it been your brother's funeral yet @YoungestBianchi ?"

Contemplating life

So many things said with so fewer words

She is on her way to Italy. @YoungestBianchi had better be ready for her

Never mistake me for being weak

Well.....