me & the demon that haunts my daydreams,

⠀ knelt on the floor , praying to god for forgiveness . ⠀

.── 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝑭𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐓.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ happy god’s day , ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ hope no one forgot to attend ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ church this beautiful sunday . ⠀

was i right, was i wrong, will i be forgiven, can i do better?

you bare your teeth like a wolf ; i remain still like a sheep ready for slaughter.

hear the serpent, it calls me.

⠀my ⠀throatʹs ⠀so ⠀fucking ⠀dry ⠀from ⠀saying ⠀𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲.

.── 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝑭𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐓.

⠀ she’s extending a neatly wrapped gift towards (*the reader), warmth to the smile gracing her lips . ”merry christmas !” ⠀

i've long understood why eve could not resist the apple. it is... enticing, to see something so perfect and ready for consumption. i cannot blame her for choosing to take a bite. if anything, i am envious of the ease with which she did so.

god, please stop this anger. please make me kind again. please, please, please.

𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑠, 𝐺𝑜𝑑 𝑖𝑠. — 𝐿𝑒𝑜 𝑇𝑜𝑙𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑦

.── 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝑭𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐓.

⠀ feeling the blush creep up her cheeks, pale skin tinted crimson, arms closing behind her back while eager eyes studied him. ”you’ve figured me out, hm ?” ⠀

⠀ ⠀

love is the most twisted curse of them all.

i am choking on torment while god continues to watch.