I'm not sure if I'm awake bc everything feels wrong and not good and it's weird and I don't like it and I'm scared about so much stupid shit fuck man

I did some really stupid shit yesterday that j can't stop thinking about n it's weird and ugghhhhdhdhdjdk

I am awake for realz cus th cat came in and he looks fine so

Idk nightmares are getting to freaky and I don't get that much sleep anymore so yay

Today at all times it looked like the ground was moving away from me and I wasn't high so I don't know why

I hate everyone and I'm gonna kill myself 👍

I feel so I'll it's horrible

I think I'm starting to develop auditory hallucinations I keep hearing things from like in my room or sometimes just random voices not saying anything specific idk stuff is weird

Sometimes I wish I stayed in school and sometimes I wish the schools I went to cared more about science and sometimes I wish I could become a physicist but here we are

Yoy know what's annoying? When you start to develop a tolerance for your favorite drug so now instead of having to only buy two strips a week one strip only lasts a day fucking raging

House is at my door and he's BULLYING ME

If I can't get my shit today I will fucking rip my hair out dude fuck this is horrible and I hate that I want it so bad

I hate everyone man fuck them apart from you who I will not name I obviously don't hate you but I fucking hate everyone you do not care you just want to seem like a good person dude

I don't care that j ahevb booze I don't care that I do I want tapentadol