i don’t want to be real

thought about too many things and couldn’t give any of them to you

feeling nothing and feeling everything all at the same time

i miss the person you should have been

the whole world is falling on my shoulders and i have to pretend to be strong enough to hold it

sleep doesn’t help if it’s your soul that’s tired

what you water will grow

some things are best left unsaid

we’re so distracted by how things end we tend to forget how beautiful the beginning was

someday you will ache like i ache

i don’t think i’m ever going to be able to learn how to live without you

i’m happier now but i won’t ever be fixed

i hope you find your way back

i’m breaking and no one knows it and that makes me both comfortable and devastated

life is so hard and i’m fragile

my biggest fault was looking back

you want to die because you think it’s the only way people will care

the world was never gentle

don’t think i’m gonna be here for next year

i often wonder where you went