Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary Who would have thought - still hanging in there after 5 years 😊

You’re forever there in every breath And every moment in between In words and songs and melodies In deepest night in dreams unseen For every minute and every hour In the morning sun and midnight moon In forest, towns and soothing seas In noisy crowds and silent rooms My Sir

Happiest of birthdays to the very sweet and funny Piano

You walk in the room Time slows and stalls My world shrinks To these four walls Nothing exists Only you I will do all You need me to do You are my light You are each breath You give me life A little death You destroy my body Raise my soul Love every part And make me whole SS257

Sigh

Bigger sigh

For all that I try to look on the positive and understand why people think or behave the way they do, sometimes it hurts when you say how you really feel and get dismissed. I’ll bounce back from it tomorrow. But tonight I feel…sad x be kind people, be kind 🫶

Happiest of birthdays to the most wonderful, and incredibly bonkers, woman I know. Have a wonderful day SoftSub666

Heat rises As the song begins And fire ignites Beneath my skin My mind travels Memories play And always take My breath away You’re all I want And all I need The air I breathe The blood I bleed My soul storms And won’t abide Until you’re here Right by my side ~SS257~

When my world spins too fast And I’ve no time to breathe When burdens weigh heavy And hope seems to leave When I’m doing too much And the storm closes in Expectations are high From outside and within You are my lodestone My harbour at sea My guide and protector My reason to be

I have been ever so quiet on here - for lots of reasons, but I wanted to say thank you to everyone that still follows or has checked in x you’re all amazing

The time has come She waits in place And looks back at His stern face Butterflies Fear and need Desire for pleasure To bruise and bleed A crack of sound A bloom of pain A desperate plea More, again! ~SS257~

It’s been a while

Foof what a long day. Anyone want to make me a cup of tea?

Thoughts overwhelm Chaos unwinds I know there’s a path That I just can’t find Fitful sleep Easy tears Indecision Worries, fears Then a voice That clears the way And leads me to A brighter day Clear commands A listening face Warm strong arms My safe space ~SS257~

Well over five years down and we’re done. Truly finding it hard to process how I get through this - especially when the person is turn to is the one that’s no longer there.

I know the pandemic was an awful time - but I do miss the community we built up here. So many friends who aren’t on here any more

I slide into the water The heat hits my skin To match the fire You ignite within Memories of pleasure Power and pain Flood into my mind Again and again My hand starts to move As steam starts to rise It’s your face in my mind And your name that I cry ~SS257~

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone - I hope you all get to do something, or someone, that makes you smile