"ωнαтєνєя ιт тαкєѕ, ι αм ωιтн уσυ." Independent Tomas Vrbada/Smoke, Written and loved by 𝕋𝕀𝔾ℝ𝔼𝕊𝕊/𝕋𝕚𝕘𝕘𝕪. MDNI, mature themes ahead. Crossover and OC Friendly, MULTI-SHIPS WITH CHEM ONLY.

all my grief says the same thing: this isn't how it's supposed to be. this isn't how it's supposed to be. and the world laughs, holds my hope by the throat and says 'but this is how it is.'

Seaside.🎵 Me: I love johnshi so much! Also me, twenty minutes later: *writing a fucked up fic in which Kenshi and Johnny are married before making you love them, and then killing Johnny off in one of the saddest ways* I have a problem.

Seaside.🎵 My friend told me that it’s supposed to be a dragon 😭 I’m going to give him time to work on it. He started working on it like 10 minutes ago so I can’t really judge it yet

Most of you are such PITFUL warriors . Where has your motivation gone .ᐣ

Ah . I see . I would offer you help , but I feel it would be useless .

I just want to move on .

Somehow in the end , I find my own errors to cause me the most pain . I need no pity .

( holding one of his late husband’s shirts . the fleeting memories of him . ) ( ah . still he has not healed . not today , not tomorrow , but someday . )

I can TRY to help you .

I’ve decided , I will adopt a cat .

Seaside.🎵 I’m SO sorry I didn’t do today’s mini solo. I was just working on a project and relaxing so I forgot to do it :( Dw though bc I’m going to be back on schedule tomorrow