so mf cold

is it too much to ask to wake up tomorrow to be gabi?

like i wanna buy shorts and a swim suit for summer, but i also don’t wanna do it until i lose 10 pounds and can actually fit into my jeans again

weird living with someone who obsesses over the stupidest things and seeing how completely different it is compared to how i am

am i lucky that my body can still poop naturally after all the lax abuse?? yes will i still continue to abuse lax?? also yes

feelin like i wanna throw up 🤪

this gonna sound really bad buuuuut sometimes i have sex with my bf simply to burn extra calories ok i just had to get that off my chest good night

hate everything currently.

i feel useless in the job im at now, there’s a posting for a social service assistant in a nursing home, which is in the exact field i’m going to school for. so ya girl is gunna apply tonight, so pray for me

watching hoarders to make myself physically sick 🤪

trying to legit get out of this stupid binge cycle by actually planning my meals and eat times.

don’t mind me while i body check right in front of my bf 😅😅

I got so fucking drunk last night and broke tf down. bf and i are fighting now and i hate everything

feeling like death, restricting is a bitch

my time to shine 🤪✨

running on less than 800 cals and doing omad is starting to make me flighty. here we go

eating a huge salad until i want to throw up when i would rather be engorging myself on fast food makes me depressed.