I was almost there

I really don’t know where I’m headed

I just can fucking not

Smile through it all , nothing about what I’m doing is happy

I ask the Lord to free me from all anxiety , troubles n worries

It fuckinggggggggg feelsss like I got in a complete circle , a cycle that I’m trying to break everytime I reach a certain point it starts over

There’s a gap from the person I should be vs the person I am

The amount of times I round tripped is unbelievable

I just want to start over

My emotions are spilling and showing

Fuckkkkkkkk meeeeeeeeeee

I’m really in a unbeatable cycle

Road to 4k sol begins now!

Ok….buy at the dip

Day 1 Futures let’s get it !

Took MNQ & MGC short position today! A lot of sell pressure as soon as market open today. Was able to get in the trade and get out using max 10 contacts on micro gold.

Honestly ? I don’t know what I’m doing at this very moment of my life I just know I’m headed in the right direction.

It all starts from somewhere for me it’s Asia hours🏋🏾‍♂️ #topstepx #futures #futurestrading #mgc #trading

Perfectly executed trade. Was in the trade for about 40 mins waited for price point to hit support zone to long the position. #futurestrading #nasdaqtrading #trading #topstepx #futures

9:30am Trading MNQ successful trades require discipline , focus, patience, certainty & understanding #trading #mnqtrader #futures #futuretrading #nasdaqtrading