January doesn't start til Monday btw... For now we're in the Upside Down.

no meds no therapy no psych ward just raw dogging this mental illness the way god intended

i can handle every situation but i will cry first

Opening this app is like lighting a cigarette

There’s no coming back from certain things, and I don’t think people really understand that. Some damage doesn’t get undone, and once it changes how you see someone, that’s it. Not everything deserves a second chance, no matter how sorry they are.

"you saw me and didn't even say hi" Me:

when you've calculated the amount of sleep you're gonna get but you can't fall asleep so it's getting lower

I AM NOT FUCKING LAZY. I am burnt out, overstimulated, and have been carrying emotional loads for YEARS that no one’s ever helped me hold.. I’M TIRED.

“How do you see yourself in 30 years?” Me:

"Call me if you need anything." Also me:

my unhealthy defense mechanism is to shut down and stop talking if i feel like i’m being misunderstood or disrespected. i don’t like repeating myself and i don’t like the feeling like I’m not being heard

Introverts be like: im fine here