< by. I was ready. So ready. The tux, the ring, the bride. I was ready. This waiting for everyone else is sending me over the edge and >

< my hands are actually shaking when I shove them deep into my pockets and blow out a deep breath. I'm sure at any minute 𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕎𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 is >

< to show up and tell me it's time to go. But every time I look at the door it's empty again and I want to just run up the stairs and grab >

< Fallon Winchester and drag her down to the dock to get this on the road. I want to be married. I /need/ to be married to her. She's my >

< future and I never want to be without her by my side*

*after too much food and too many hugs from our family and friends Fallon Winchester and I found ourselves relaxed holding hands on a plane >

< heading for Hawaii. My thumb absently rubbed over the back of Fallon Winchester's hand as I watched her dose quietly in her seat*

*sits on the couch, holding Mason in my arms* Fallon Winchester

*steps out of the kitchen, drinking a beer and looking around the living room* Hey...Fallon? Fallon Winchester

*steps into the hotel room with a greasy bag and two sodas* Dean? 𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕎𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣

*leans way back in my chair in the dark room. The bright lights of the stage painting a glow on 𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕎𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣's grinning face as he orders >

< another beer from a scantily clad waitress* 𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕎𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣

*paces Fallon Winchester's hospital room. My eyes are dark and puffy from the lack of sleep the night before*

*carries a platter of food into the bedroom to Fallon Winchester*

*closes the door to the master bedroom where Mason and Fallon Winchester are sleeping soundly. Before heading down stairs I peek in on Lily >

< On the way down the stairs I pull out my phone and connect a call to 𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕎𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣's phone*

*nods into the phone* Yes, yes Bobby. I will pick them up tonight. You can have them all afternoon. Fallon Winchester

*steps into Fallon Winchester and my room running my hand through my hair* Lily is back to sleep and she didn't wake Mason.

*takes my place next to 𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕎𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 as the rest of the family begins to take their seats* Jillian Winchester Karter Camden Jamie Camden

*pats 𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕎𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 on the back* Nice going, brother. Jillian Winchester Karter Camden Jamie Camden