people who say eating over 1000 cals isnt disordered dont realize that after having a restrictive eating disorder for years on end its either adapt or die . you can eat 400 cals a day all u want as a teen but dont expect to do the same as an adult without ruining your entire life

genuinely wtf do I do with this physique I wish I could start building muscle but I'm not small enough yet to eat more

i rlly hate the way some of you guys treat bulimic ppl

b/p and purging itself really is an addiction cause why do I feel the urge to purge WATER I'm literally fasting and have nothing else in my stomach 🫩

they want to put me back on meds and I'm scared cause idk which one will it be what if its one of those with increased appetite as a side effect

EVERY fucking time I try to increase my activity level and start lifting at the gym my weight goes up and its driving me crazy and im contemplating quitting because of it

disgusting creature

I feel a sense of impending doom with the way Easter is coming as a binge purger

I made teriyaki turkey !! <3 503cal, 35g of protein

guys I got so sick I'm no longer able to smell anything

do yall think working out while sick burns more calories cuz I'm getting more exhausted today than usually

I was a chronic bedrotter 2 weeks ago seeing this now is crazy

I genuinely feel like a lot of you guys don't actually binge but experience reactive hunger instead w/o realising it

spent the entire day b/ping. I purged several times and the last time I tried I just couldn't so I cried for an hour while laying on the floor instead I wish someone would hold me and tell me I'll be okay I hope I won't wake up tomorrow

btw my watch assumed I was working out while I was purging because of how high my bpm got I'm aware this isn't actually true but it made me chuckle

I've been crying for hours now I want nothing more but to fast tomorrow but its easter w my family so I won't be able to ☹️ I hate myself

I'm disgusting

I wish I was one of those people who die while purging as insensitive as it is to say I don't want to do this anymore

I wrecked my throat so much today I can barely speak now I love b/p

will I ever get out of this hole or should I accept its gonna kill me one day