It’s been 8 years since I lost you, sweet baby Kaisen. Sometimes I think about what it’d be like if I didn’t lose you. What it would be like to be your mom. You weren’t very big when I lost you, but you made a huge impact on my life. I love you so so so much.

I feel like I should’ve come a lot father in life. I’m 27 years old and haven’t accomplished shit.

My roommate got me this cute candle. I’m so in love with it❤️

Made a big chop ✂️ #NewProfilePic

I’m really struggling tonight with thoughts of drinking and using. The thing is, I feel like I shouldn’t have cravings because I’m 20 months sober. But, I’m only human. This too shall pass, it just sucks for the time being.

I’m bored so here are two random fun facts about me lol. 1. I’ve never touched raw meat with my bare hands. The thought of it makes me squeamish. 2. I won’t eat meat off of the bone. Seeing the bone literally grosses me out. Weird? Probably. Do I care? Nope.

Update on life! My boyfriend and I are getting our first apartment together in Bismarck! I’m so excited to see where this goes. I literally love that man so much. ❤️

Currently filling out the application for the apartment for my boy and I! Wish us luck ❤️

These were on two separate occasions. That’s why they don’t line up. But the mind games my ex used to play on me was exhausting. I’m so glad I left him and is with someone that actually loves and respects me now❤️

My man bought me a whole ass air conditioner because my room was hot. Spoiled? Probably.😂🥲

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I have bronchitis and an ear infection right now. Send help.

I just stepped outside and thought to myself, “huh, what a beautiful fall day.” …..it’s the middle of July. Welcome to ND😂

Maggie and the Ferocious Beast was one of my favorite shows as a kid. I just found out that it’s on Tubi for free. Might watch some of it, just to reminisce. Don’t judge me, it’s so cute 😂

It’s #NationalRecoveryMonth! October 11th, 2023 I chose me. Thanks to the beautiful people walking with me on this journey and God, I’m sober today. #WeDoRecover #RecoveryPosse

TWO full years sober today. I decided to save my own life starting 10/11/23. I’m fucking doing it. #recoveryposse #WeDoRecover

Finding my own rhythm 🫶🏼

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Bloom where you are planted✨