i want to be skinny more than i want to be alive

i’m obsessed w my appearance & being pretty bc i feel like it’ll make up for the fact that i think there’s something deeply wrong & ugly abt my soul

they horse u unicorn stay whimsical

Unfortunately I won’t ever feel feminine until I’m skinny.

the feeling of seeing bones you haven’t seen before >>>>>>>

santa, -10kg sincerely, me

have you ever been so stressed and you look in the mirror and you are like wow ok great i'm fucking ugly too

i love being cold snuggled in my blanket and bed rotting

emma chota is so unbelievably triggering i need to be as tiny as her

told my friends i’m engaged and they haven’t spoken to me since like just say u hate me lol…

one day we will all walk to class looking nonchalantly skinny like this

going to kill myself, gotta eat sm on christmas and on boxing day bc of family and then my bf comes for 3 weeks on the 27th which means he will make me eat :( i hate this so bad

i wish i could enjoy life without my eating disorder making me feel so isolated and shitty

yes i am anorexic and my love language is baking i don’t care

me as soon as the new year starts