Ugh..

you are the way you always were; you like your cruel games.

Another Bouchard..?

God I.. it's been so many weeks. This cabin is nice, clean and warm, but .. But..

However the.. the time isnt all I've been losing. I've been overcome, in these recent months, of the rapidly descending paranoia that inside my skin and on my bones are eyes.

I need to shave.

I can .. I can't help my curiosity. Were those books ever even worth it?

Should.. should i.. no, that's.. I cut ties with Jonah years ago, many lifetimes ago, and his institution in turn..

I have been able to avoid the desire to check. But why, am I to do so?... What am I keeping myself "whole" for? I am in an entirely new era, and I have .. no idea why.

I suppose that I should just accept the odd and peculiar... it is very clear this has never been for me a fit of hysterics or hallucinations. This is.. my situation, I suppose.

I cannot follow anymore people at the moment. Unfortunate.

Ah. There we go.

At the very least, I have my funds, still.. I'm unsure of what I'd do from an old world with no money.

.. I don't remember dying. Should I have?

I have been pleasant for far too long and should just start attacking people.

Apparently.

And what, in Gods name, did you call?

And what will become of us now.