this is all hysteria. you cannot curse the new york mets. they are already cursed. their very existence is a curse. the nature of the mets is to be cursed. you cannot curse the mets any more than you could curse a black cat, broken mirror or friday the 13th

It’s just me and my mental illness against the me

you can tell a person's in a very dark place when a fortune cookie means a lot to them

OCD intrusive thoughts are kind of like having the Impractical Jokers in your ear but they are evil & want you to die

Staying in tonight to bedazzle everything I own Dont text

one last post The Maine to live in the void, but this time to say, thank god for double checking showtimes; and also pretty pleaseeeeee play i think about you all the time

one final tweet and mention of The Maine but this time is to say i looked down when driving to nash when i think about you all the time was playing & was STUNNED by the number on my dash

I am normal and well adjusted

All it takes is becoming a sports fan to realize your capacity for hatred and anger

reminds me of the time i lost movie night picking privileges bc i showed my friend lady bird (2017)

.... the way i paid $50 for my ticket to see the maine last night & it's easily a top five ever show for me & i still don't have a voice

some of you haven’t had a “Jellicles can” attitude lately and it shows

milf (movie i'd like to finish)

You'd rather I beat a live horse? A horse with a family? With a career? With its best years still ahead of it? You're sick.

this is what baseball season feels like

made the most of zine club work time

was talking abt how i went to a game in cincy last season & told my friend he was the only player i didn't want to see & felt genuinely sick when he walked out of the bullpen

imagine being so stupid that u see ur team playing like this & still booking an out of town trip to see a full series played live; as always, lfgm 😔