I hate them moments where my mental illness becomes so strong that I physically and mentally can not process anything whatsoever

i tried to apply for a credit card to improve my credit score but its too low to fix it

this world makes it so hard to better your situation even when you try

Note to self: stop expecting.

self love is hard on its own..but loving yourself with a mental illness is even harder.

i'm trying my best to be okay but damn everyday is so hard

i wake up and the first thing i do is think about how quickly can i go back to sleep

feeling an equal blend of hopelessness and powerlessness

BPD is watching yourself burn your own life to the ground over and over again

i think im drowning again

i was doing so well...

all of my "friends" keep choosing my opp over me lmfao im sick of it. sick of them.

i want to go to bed now but if i do i'll end up waking up at 2am fml

here's me with my 100000th "i wish i was never born" tweet

I have no future.

i forget to breathe

your heart will become blackened by the cruelty of existence, i promise you

im rotting