I’m really trying to get back to a version of myself that I don’t hate.

Living day to day with no end goal.

I just always seem to waste my time.

It’s weird how they want to stay friends after they break your heart.

I’ll feel better when I die

How'd you build me up just to leave me?

Not suicidal but don’t want to be alive

wrote a letter that will never be sent

These days tend to go by so slowly.

I don’t want anything to do with you..but you keep still popping up in my head

I want you to know that I’m trying not to give up.

Slowly I’ve been falling.

Where were you when I was down bad in the darkness?

I had no one to save me, but I did it regardless

Hard to smile when you got nothing to smile about

I used to be love struck but now I'm just fucked up.

I wish i was okay.

Overthinking about overthinking

Sometimes my best isn’t enough

My thoughts are destroying my mind