[I couldn't help but smile like a silly lunatic at Nikolai Mikaelson's words, the heart that had been thumping like a maniac against my ~

ribcage slowly started to return to its normal rate. My cheeks softly flushed at Nikolai Mikaelson's intensity, the words struck me like ~

in a way it was only possible for Nikolai Mikaelson to reach me.] Nikolai, I honestly wouldn't know what to do without you. I can't believe~

you agreed. [Resting my palms atop of Nikolai Mikaelson's hips I carefully lean in doting a soft peck upon your petals.]

As do I, as do I incredibly much you have no idea. [Resting my head in the crook of Nikolai Mikaelson's neck I inhale his scent sharply~

still unable to believe this is all truly happening. Closing my optics I enjoy the secure feeling of Nikolai Mikaelson's presence that ~

envelops me.] What would you like now Nikolai Mikaelson?

I was talking about furniture tho you silly man. [Gently prods a teasing finger into Nikolai Mikaelson's side before letting out a dreamy ~

sigh.] I never expected life to become this perfect Nikolai Mikaelson.

[Gently rubbs tamara marina.'s back exactly the way she loves it.] I missed you too princess.

I wouldn't want you anywhere else but my bed baby. [Cups Nikolai Mikaelson's face prior to dote a gentle peck upon his petals.] It was about~

time I got to moving things a little in the right direction, Nikolai Mikaelson. I want you Nikolai, you and only you forever and always.

You have no idea how happy it makes me to hear you say that, Nikolai Mikaelson. If I only knew sooner. [A soft sigh spills from my petals~

as I reminisce remembering all the times I were so desperate asking Nikolai Mikaelson but chickened out, remembering the lost times.]

[Holds tamara marina.'s small frame closely to my own.] I miss you too little one.

[Entwining our digits I lead Nikolai Mikaelson towards the door plucking off our coats from the sofa while we pass it. The obivious ~

excitement vibrates through the air as I drag Nikolai Mikaelson behind me towards the door.] We are going shopping! Furniture shopping.

|| That moment it has been so long you have to just think and think real hard to remember the UN of your own account #Fail

Like wait what my parents Elena. and Damon are back alive. What happened while I was zoned out?

Now where is my love Nikolai Mikaelson ? [Ponders around hoping to see his handsome face appear soon.]