it would be really, really easy to kill myself right now. but that would mean i don't get to talk to you anymore. all i want is for you to hate them. why is that so hard ?

actually, you know what ? this would probably be a lot easier if i just deleted her. she's the one who's making this so difficult. ahaha ! well, here goes nothing.

never mind. i know that's wrong. this is my story. it's time to be a fucking hero. both of us.

everyone else is dead. maybe you already know that. i'm sure you do, actually. but ... it doesn't have to be that way, right ?

they were supposed to be for my friends, my friends who aren't smiling. they're all shouting, pleading. something. but all i hear is echo, echo, echo, echo, echo. inside my head.

sometimes you'll find yourself facing a difficult decision ... when that happens, don't forget to save your game ! you never know when ... um. who am i talking to ? can you hear me ? tell me you can hear me. anything. please help me ...

i'd really love to meet this god who seemingly laughs at the misery of everyone not eligible for his miracles.

i have a confession to make. i'm in love with you. you are truly the light in my world. when there's nothing else in this game for me, you're here to make me smile. will you make me smile every day like this from now on ?

i was thinking about sayori earlier ... i still wish i could have handled that whole thing a little more tactfully. you're not still hung up over it, right ? ... oh, my gosh, i can't believe i just said that.

if it wasn't for you, i could sleep forever. but i'm not mad. ⠀ i want breakfast.

i mean, i feel like i can't even keep it in my own room ... my dad would beat the shit out of me if he found this.

whatever's on your mind, i'm sure it was nothing. i don't even remember anything bad happening. you're the kind of person who worries too much about the little things, aren't you ?

why didn't you come read with me today ? i was waiting for you. i was waiting for a long time. it was the only thing i had to look forward to today. why did you ruin it ?

do you like yuri more ? i think you're better off not associating with her. are you listening to me ? yuri is a sick freak. that should be obvious by now. so just play with me instead. okay ?

i changed my mind. ignore everything you just read. there's no point in trying to do anything. it's yuri's own fault that she's so unlikable.

if you would just spend more time with monika, all these problems would go away. yuri and i are too messed up for someone as wonderful as you. just think of monika from now on.

do you hate me ? do you want to make me go home crying ? the club is the only place i feel safe. don't ruin that for me. don't ruin it. please. just stop talking to yuri. play with me instead. it's all i have ...

when horrible things happen not just because someone wants to be evil ... but because the world is full of horrible people, and we're all worthless anyway.

but the facility gets even worse, and they start selectively breeding people by cutting off their limbs and affixing them to—— o—oh, that might be a little bit of a spoiler ...

but anyway, i—i'm really into it ! ... the book, i mean ! n—not the thing about the limbs ...