It’s just me and my mental illness against the me

I love that my retired ppl making everything a lime. Yesterday exec gone in the car wash with her daughter and rock back keekeein on the phone with me. Today my uncle had to take my car to the mechanic. Why he, mom, aunty and jeeps gone for the ride lolll

Coworker to girl I dont know: aye (watever her name is) this is ray. Who does be callin on the phone talking shit all the time Her: yes I know Irayna Me:

Me in my school ring in NY, June of '05.

Me, packing my things an hour ago:

Head: I rel feelin to go out boy Body: nah fam

Drinkin a Heineken on my way to a rock show? I know Nicky looking down very pleased lolll.

The kinda nonsenseeee I be seeing on here daily eh. But. If I wanted to waste my time arguing with idiots, I could just strike up a convo with any of my current senior officers

I could do wit a large lunch from Ms. Jennifer all now 🥲

I couldnt help but wonder if there being no current in the area around the office today is an apt metaphor, since I too, have no energy.

This game of football 🤯🍿

First half of PSG v Bayern should come with a cigarette and a forehead kiss

Come home after a long day needing to biofreeze my shoulder, to find Neeks cake and stag in the fridge.

Time for another round of: am I actually sick or is trauma fucking up my nervous system

Imagine, apparently i cah *not* hear a bredrin callin me bcuz wat u mean u will then fly out your car screaming my gauvament name in front my work place 😫🤣🤣🤣

No senior officers in sight and I din wanna be here today anyway?

"Night. Love u" "Love u so much" "Nah, u hate my guts" "GO AND SLEEP"

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