i exist. in thousands of agonies, i exist.

sometimes i can’t believe my heart， how it continues. how it isn’t black and withered， how the chambers remain clear， the beat plain and perfect.

you  are  a  weapon,  and  weapons  do  not  weep.

you are my sweetest downfall. i loved you first， i loved you first.

i love water， but i cannot swim. what a tragic way of saying i love you， but i cannot survive you.

i  will  love  you  as  patroclus  loved  achilles,  with  blood  under  my  fingernails  and  venom  on  my  lips.

remember who i was before? i used to be so pure， so protected.

it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， ——why can’t i dіe?

⠀⠀⠀⠀ " Thomas achando que tem reputação foi o auge da minha noite. " ⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀ " De primo mais fofo do mundo? Tem mesmo! " ⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀ " Tenho que ir ao instituto, havia me esquecido completamente dos afazeres. " ⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋⠀⠀ 𝑔rupo focado no universo do 𝗫-𝗠𝗘𝗡 está abrindo vagas para personagens canônicos e oc's. Venha se juntar a nação mutante. RT e LIKE para ser adicionado ao grupo. A mim, meus mutantes.

i want to be perfect. i am not perfect.

my father is the worst man alive， and i am his favorite daughter.

bloodbath.

so casually cruel.

i  met  evil  when  i  was  only  a  child.

a false sense of hope.

⠀nothing i do is ever good , nothing i do is ever good enough .

with blood all over my hands, i asked you why. and you whispered, “revenge.”