I am still lost can’t believe I loss my grandma June 13 💔💔😔😞the worst day of my life

I swear I don’t even know how to just pick up my life right now 💔😩😔 my grandma was staying with me and I been taking care of her since she needed a care taker

When I say Fierce save the day thanks so much…

After my grandma funeral I need a beach and a peace fr fr and I have to clean my grandma room out at my house I might just leave it there 💔😩😔

So my daddy coming for the funeral and he is stay 6 nights with my hotel discount it came up to 383 that hotel discount a mf fr fr

I ain’t going to lie since my grandma passed I have seen it all everybody I been there for ain’t really been there for me and that’s fine too

I can count on 1 finger not 1 hand who have ask me hey christi can I take u out to get ur mind off things

Everybody and they mommy was there the first and I thank yall for that but what about the day after and everybody after that

And ppl make time for who they want to be around and I am cool with that too hell

I need to go to the spa I work 2 full time jobs

I am thinking about moving to Chicago and starting me a new life or Houston

I am so over everything and everybody

I ain’t going to lie I miss the fuck outta my grandma man ppl don’t understand fr fr

I really about to bury my mommy man not pretty Nikki

I really los my grandma and my mommy 49 days apart man this shit hurt fr fr losing ur grandma and ur mommy is a different feeling

I ain’t going to lie losing my grandma and my mommy July is the worse day of my life 💔💔

Bitches is really sad 😂😂😂

I ain’t going to lie I miss my mommy so much man it’s crazy 💔😔😡

I don’t think ppl really don’t know how it feel to not have they mother if urs still here cherish all the time fr fr

I ain’t going to lie my life ain’t been right since my mother die man July 31,2025