don’t squint, he’s been doing good in class so they have no reason to be mad at him. dinner should be good!

it’s only dinner, they’ve promised he can graduate Hogwarts.

. . . howl it’s just his parents.

the pixie’s ears droop a little, but he doesn’t argue. okay. . . he’ll see him later?

he’s still very sadly watching as Howl walks away, he was going to tell them that he’d found a boy. but he doesn’t know how’d they’d take it so maybe he won’t.

but if Linden is already going, he’d like the company, walking back when it’s getting dark unsettles him.

no. . . he’s. . . yeah, he’s okay. everything is fine.

they just,,, his eyes start to fill with tears as cerulean digits hold himself tighter. he got real excited to tell them about Howl and they freaked out on him and said all these awful things about the Pixie and how nobody would ever want him for anything other than he’s rare.

doesn’t know if he wants to go to his dorm or just go straight to the greenhouse because he feels awful in every sense of the word.

he’s scared Lindy, about a lot of things. so maybe he’s going to sit next to his best friend. is Eren joining them?

( he’s scared that if he doesn’t go to Howl now he’ll be even madder at him but also that if he doesn’t give him space he’ll push him away. )

exhausted himself crying, now he looks like a trainwreck but he can’t sleep.

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he’s just going to eat honey cake all evening because he doesn’t want dinner.

can’t take this anymore, he’d stopped by the greenhouse and he wasn’t there, so there’s a knock on @paenumbras’ dorm door. please talk to him.

doesn’t feel well. he keep going dizzy.