“if ur hungry eat an apple if you dont want an apple ur not hungry” well if you insist

is it normal to have a restrictive ed and NOT be afraid of food?? or do i just not have a disorder

the urge to look lowkey concerningly sick

If I get one more onlyfans woman on my tl because oomf replies to their interaction bait I’m going to **** the hostages

˚୨ angelica ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ | shedtwt I think the stereotype that everyone w/ a restrictive ed is gen afraid of food is immensely inaccurate. Ik theres some ppl out there who are like that and im not shaming them, but i personally love food, this has always been abt my hatred for my body and need for control

ok workout time, been slacking too much lately. (didn't work out the past week, only once💀💀🙏) if the sugar I just had won't give me the energy then you bet an extra 2 espressos will

unfollowing anyone who replies to those fuckin thirst trap tweets bruh, I'm not here to see that shit again let me recover from my addiction in PEACE😭🙏

no better feeling than my calves and forearms feeling like jelly

I feel so comforted rn, knowing this is my intake so far today WITH the cake thing + protein bar I let ms have :) Worked out and imma probably only have dinner today in 5-6 hrs (planning on egg whites and oyster mushrooms, then some toast w cottage cheese)

hmmmm I ate a lil bit more than I planned after my snack, so I might actually feel ok without dinner today. If I do end up skipping it ig that's nice, either way I'd be in a deficit today, so I'm happy overall

hmmmm, why am I easily frustrated today? hmm..🤔 could it be the 7 black coffees I've had? hmmmm idk man...... it remains a true mystery.. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

when someone with the some of the greatest food & baking content on here has "men dni" in their bio

do i respond to my friend, like.. i js feel so weird and suicidal low-key rn, I don't even feel like explaining to anyone. what if i isolate ms again. i just feel tired or something, idk, whatever ig

i dont want to text them back man, im kinda tired of life, like idk. idek anymore.

help hahah👍 I'm so okay lmao

mann I hatedd doing this on every damn holiday, the absolute shame I felt😭💔 One of the biggest reasons I'm trying b/p recov because I cannot deal with that again

hold up I may actually try to OMAD tomorrow, I'll fast until lunch, OMAD a big lunch and then PRAY I don't eat anything else later in the evening/night

reminds me, I should do a wrap maybe for my lunch today :)

Lunch – Integral tortilla wrap filled with sauteed oyster mushrooms, broccoli and greek yogurt. With tomatoes on the side so it's more filling :) Also had some leftover pizza and chocolate after; kinda high cal :/ but it was to prevent a binge (and it workeddd💯) Total: 790c

WOWW, not me casually chilling in the kitchen working on something my phone, WITHOUT the food around me subconsciously screaming at me to binge on it :) I'm kinda very proud of myself today rn, if I may