i be pretending like i’m nonchalant but this rlly me fr open.spotify.com/track/7vIDhgD7…

this!

NO ONE TALKS ABOUT HOW HARD IT IS TO OPEN UP TO SOMEONE ABOUT BEING SAD FOR NO REASON. HOW HARD IT IS TO EXPLAIN TO YOUR FRIENDS & FAMILY THAT YOU HAVE A HEAVY FEELING IN YOUR CHEST FOR NO REASON.

you stabbed me in the back while i was praying for you with my eyes closed.

I don't even tell people that im hurting anymore. Not my family, not my friends, not my closest people. Nobody. I cry to myself and then pick myself up. Then go about life like I'm completely okay. No matter how much I need someone, i just don't anymore.

I spent my entire life making sure no one felt left out until I realized I was the one who was left out

I’m happy then I’m sad it’s a fucked up feeling

Solid bitches always get the bad end of the stick

when someone asks me about the last two years but it's been filled with nothing but lessons about the art of letting go💔💔

No one talks about how humbling it is to lose all your academic potential because of your mental health.

Having crazy chemistry with someone and then having to move on and forget all about it like it never happened is truly wild.

Raw dogging a heartbreak ain’t for the weak. No roster & you’re not entertaining a soul. Just you with your thoughts and feeling every emotion that comes.

I be loving the hell outta people and they don't even like me for real 😂 it’s terrible

I’ll probably never fall inlove again

and the grief of unlearning it all

I don’t miss you at 2 AM. I miss you when life gives me a win and I cannot tell you.

The moment Martin and Gina found out Tommy was dating Pam 😂 their chemistry was EVERYTHING

They don’t make love like this nomoreee 😭😩

oh &’ when I get back to feelin like myself again I ain sparin shit