martin .

please talk to me. i Know something is wrong .

... then i can wait . but i dont want you leaving it for so long ...

i love you too , martin . so much .

oh , yes . that would be nice . thank you , lovely .

hmm . ( jonathan watches , running hands through her hair . ) these mugs are quite nice , huh ....

i — hey , i am * not a cat . ( quiet huff , jon folds arms across his chest and looks away . ) ah .. yes . please .

he is curling up besides @2FORSAKE , letting eyes head rest on martins shoulder . she lets out a content little hum , eyes fluttering shut . " .... you're comfy . " he mutters , quietly .

"..mhm." jon nods , arms snaking around martins waist . hes a little cold, but ... thats the way martin has always been . "ive missed you today ."

new year .

didnt really feel as . new yearsy as the other ones , but ... no . i cant believe it .

... crazy .

yeah ! yes . everything is fine . i just . lot of things to sort throughtoday and my mind is . everywhere , hah .

... hhmm . perhaps ?

well , what would *you want to do ?

martin , lovely . i dont need anything , but maybe , maybe just our first kiss of new years ?

.. cold .

LONELY.⠀ hey so . crawling back to this verse to say ... um i have a barnabas now . literally just now lmao . 𝗡𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥-𝗘𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗡𝗚ᅠ⺌ᅠ𝑰𝐒O͟𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍ᅠ.ᐣ if you want it .

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ... sleeping .

my eyes have never been more heavy .