"I feel as if your headaches grow worse, Sam Winchester...yet I cannot relieve you of this pain..." She said, kissing his temple gently.

Unsure about all this, Joan nodded and stood up, fixing Sam Winchester another glass of water and handing him the bottle he requested. >

>"I know I'm not as powerful as my siblings, Sam Winchester, but you know I'm here to help you when you need it..."

"Sam, I have what I need..." She said, sitting back beside Sam Winchester on the floor. She did glance to the ring on her finger but she>

>didn't need a wedding. She knew she had Sam Winchester's love. For her that was more than enough.

"What...what do you mean, Sam Winchester? Are...are you sending me away?" She said, feeling a strange pain shoot through her chest.

She nestled against Sam Winchester, arm wrapping around his middle. "Forgive me...I'm still unsure of picking up on meanings...it just >

>seemed as if you assumed you were not what I deserved, Sam Winchester..." She said softly.

Hearing Sam Winchester's reassuring words, Joan relaxed, feeling so safe and warm in his embrace. She missed his arms around her.

"This weekend, Sam Winchester? You...you mean it?" She asked, looking up at him with wide eyes, gaze almost innocent.

She sat up, grasping Sam Winchester's face gently and kissing him deeply and lovingly, excitement coursing through her being.

She smiled and shook her head a little. "Not too soon, Sam Winchester. I've been ready for weeks..." She replied, eyes pouring into his.

She couldn't stop smiling at Sam Winchester. She didn't know what to expect but she knew they'd be together. For the first time, she felt>

>nothing but pure joy. She was curious about houses with Sam Winchester, but she never vocalized it.

"I want them there very much, Sam Winchester." Joan replied, gently cupping his cheek in her palm.

She smiled at looked down at their hands before back up to look Sam Winchester in the eye. "Everything will work out."

Knowing that Sam Winchester is back and still wants to marry me makes me the happiest little angel. I'll see you tonight Sam. I love you