<< a groan and got onto my feet as I overlooked where Sunnydale used to be. As I came to the realization that it was all over, I fell to >>

<< my knees after looking around and began sobbing. My first thought that came to my mind was Spike and if he had made it out. >>

<< I was hoping I would run across him but I figured it'd be near impossible. As I try to catch unnecessary breaths, I feel the tears >>

<< streaming down my face. I'm not being over dramatic either.* This is it. This is the end. *It wasn't long until I had been in a >>

<< state of shock and disbelief that this was the end. A bunch more of my thoughts came as I had my mind racing. This was really >>

<< happening. It's over. As I was on my knees which were cut up on the cement I noticed in a matter of seconds that a tree branch was >>

<< stuck inside my chest. I was soon about to be finished until I pulled it out. Just when I thought the tree branch missed my heart, I >>

<< could feel myself dry up, on the inside and out. I stayed knelt on my knees and took a look back at what used to be the Hellmouth with >>

<< tears still streaming down my face and right when I turned my head I felt like I was going to explode to dust. I have a small smile and>>

<< a look of hope in my face that the others had made it out alright and alive. I knew all wouldn't have, but the ones left standing will >>

<< never be forgotten for their brave and heroic acts during the final battle that happened. Even those who all fell down. They will be >>

<< missed too. I can feel as though it wasn't my time anyway to be "alive" but I do know that I won't forget any of them as I turned to >>

<< dust slowly as the sun set.* #EndOfSolo

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