⠀ ⎈ 𝙎𝙋𝙄𝘿𝙀𝙍-𝙈𝘼𝙉 ⎈ ⠀⠀❝ 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚, 𝑺𝒑𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒓-𝑪𝒐𝒑. ❞ ⠀⠀ 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙘 -- 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙣𝙞𝙖𝙘 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙 ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝙎𝙁𝙒 -- 𝙉𝙤𝙣 𝙇𝙚𝙬𝙙 ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

"It doesn't matter really what is going on, mainly its just a severe form of anxiety that is taking over. It happens often unfortunately." Flicking the ash off the end of the cigarette his eyes remained on Lucifer before bringing it back up to his lips.

𝚘𝚘𝚌:|| I'll be over here for a bit...

Carefully he took Lucifer's hand fingers slowly curling around his hand. Though he wasn't super big on the skin ship he didn't mind he felt safe and comfortable.

Well here we go again. Maybe I should just close this account because honestly it's getting a little ridiculous getting overlooked.

"What do I wanna do? Fuck if I know. If I'm not on a job then I'm touring or producing I dont really DO free time if you catch my drift." He rubbed the back of his neck with his free hand unsure of what to even do.

⠀⠀ . 　 ✫　 * 　 ˚⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ❛ the fear of death follows from the fear of life. a man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.❜ ⠀ ⠀ ☾ ﹕ ﹝ ASMODEUS PARK﹞ ⠀ ⠀ ——— 𝘩𝑦𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑑 　　✫ ˚ . ✩

I'm just sick of it, Emery. I feel like I'm always being overlooked. It hurts.

I don't want to force you to.

||: The way I completely friggin relate-

Tilting his head, he watched as the blonde walked into the room and walked over to her while he wrapped his arms around her. "I'm your fiancé, you shouldn't be shy to ask me anything, baby."

Honestly? Just about everyone. I feel like I'm having to fight for attention. It's ridiculous. With some people theyre focusing more on their female ships and I pretty much get the scraps. It's hard and upsetting. Makes me not want to be around.

As long as you aren't forcing yourself to do so, then how could I ever say no?

I may be an assassin but like... I really hate confrontation. It just is getting to the point that I am seeing it more and more. It makes me feel like I'm just annoying them at this point but I just want to be treated like all their female ships–

𝚘𝚘𝚌: || Trust me I totally get it. Between fcs and being a male fc I find it even harder to keep someone's attention if they aren't just straight up from the krp fandom. All the damn time I feel overlooked for female fcs.

Thank you Kat, I just don't get it. Like I know I'm not the best person, I'm not the best partner but I mean... I am trying given who my mother is and my upbringing.

ᅠ 𝐊𝐚𝐢 𝐖𝐮-𝐬𝐚𝐧. younger brother of cass cain. son of lady shiva. he / him. idol by day, assassin by night. pansexual. switch (no lean). ─ literate, descriptive, ms/mv. ♡ & ↻ ! ᅠ