╭══════ ▫ ❀ ▫ ══════╮ 𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝? 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙗𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨 ╰══════ ▫ ❀ ▫ ══════╯

⠀ “ i d-d-d-don’t . . . know ! “ she takes hold of his hand . she’s shaking . ⠀

⠀ “ i . . . d-don’t know . . . i always try to help people . but they want to hurt me , instead . . . i’m u-u-used to it , though . . . “ ⠀

⠀ she giggles a bit . “ i will ! . . . . . . but i want to do something for you , too ! “ ⠀

⠀ she tries to do what he tells her to ; she really , really does . but it’s so hard . she can barely breathe normally . spiralling . ⠀

⠀ . . . she’s started crying again . ⠀

⠀ “ f-f-for . . . for real . . . ? “ ⠀

⠀ “ b-b-but you’ve given me so m-much already . . . ! i don’t h-have anything to give you right n-n-now . . . i’m sorry ! “ ⠀

⠀ she clings onto him for dear life . she doesn’t know what to do . she’s devastated . and she has no idea why . she absolutely hates to be a bother to hinata , which makes her cry more . ⠀

⠀ “ you’re not lying . . . ? “ ⠀

⠀ “ . . . “ she doesn’t know what to say . . . she doesn’t understand . ⠀

☾ ➪ 𝚘𝚘𝚌: hi, bee here. i’m sorry if mikan is sad, or anxious a lot — i vent through her and am able to write best here when i shift to her mindset. i know it’s in character so idk why i’m apologising ??? but yeah. just figured i should let you all know

☾ ➪ 𝚘𝚘𝚌: i know she needs a lot of affirmation, and that’s because i do too. i relate very closely to her and i’m able to vent through her which is my outlet, i also love to help people and can’t stand when i’m not able to, so then i vent through kirumi.

☾ ➪ 𝚘𝚘𝚌: hi it’s my birthday (:

⠀ . . . ⠀ ( help her . she feels useless . she’s spiralling . . . ) ⠀

⠀ “ h-hajime . . . “ she wants to say “ help , “ but she can’t bring herself to . ⠀

⠀ “ d-do you . . . hate me . . . ? i know i’m a handful . . . i’m so sorry . . . i can’t . . . ( sniff ) c-control it . . . ! “ ⠀

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