it will pass, it always does

“My only relief is to sleep. When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm not lonely, I'm nothing.” — Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point

when franz kafka wrote “i cannot make you understand. i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me” and when sylvia plath wrote “can you understand? someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little?”

1st syawal after a family member passing away will always be hard :) but, i think, it gets easier with time.

“But you survived” I disassociate, like a lot. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.

It’s so hard explaining to people who don’t have depression that nothing “bad” has to actually happen to trigger it. You will literally just wake up some days and feel absolutely worthless and hopeless. It literally just happens.

WHAT IS IT CALLED WHEN YOU’RE NOT SUICIDAL BUT JUST REALLY TIRED OF BEING ALIVE?

Functional depression is real. You work, joke around. Take care of people around you. But mentally you are drowning in your own thoughts and nobody knows it.

Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn't make you stronger. It doesn't build character. It only hurts.

since april is sa awareness month, please remember to be easy on yourself this month. you are more than just your trauma. you are beautiful, worthy, so strong, and enough ❤︎

April is SA Awareness Month, please share.

WHAT IS IT CALLED WHEN YOU’RE NOT SUICIDAL BUT JUST REALLY TIRED OF BEING ALIVE?

hey sorry I didn't text back, life has lost all meaning to me

healing begins when someone bears witness #SAAM26

passive suicidal ideation is like no i won't attempt but if i got hit by a car and died that'd be nice.