my chestbones are visible yay

i know i’m officially in a honeymoon phase when i start getting urges to binge on gummies

i wanted to go eat breakfast this morning for protein and so my metab doesn’t slow down cuz i’ve been doing 24+ hour fasts but when i woke up i had no appetite so i know my metabolism is already fucked again but im losing like crazy so wrdgaf

i could look like skin and bones but im not gonna think i’m skinny until im underweight

i hate when fat people jokingly call me fat. do not put that curse on me you witch

the worst part of a binge cycle ending besides weight gain is having new fear foods

it’s 9/11 for us skinny ppl today

i say cals don’t count on holidays ESPECIALLY thanksgiving like i can’t be disordered everyday seriously

i thought this was about the cals

my eating is so disordered like i only sometimes feel the mental urge to look/feel emaciated but i do 24 hour fasts and omad something small almost everyday because starving just feels so good

i think i’m obsessed with protein again

we here

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me bodychecking every 5 mins just in case i randomly got fat when i wasn’t looking