I ain’t forcing nothing , go where ya heart at gangsta

Me at work trying to be grateful that i have a job

I'm about to start telling people “as long as that makes sense to you”when they say shit that don't make sense to me.

I love seeing people happy and doing well. Life is meant to be lived, not just survived.

And sometimes I miss the one person I used to call my best friend.

Because the one i thought was kind now has a soul I don’t even recognize

Why are people always so aggressive? In the way they think, act, look at things. Like for what.

Girl to girl: Stay celibate so no one’s energy can disturb your own. Take care of your body. Stretch your body. Oil it, massage it. Dance to release stagnant energy. Eat more protein. Never ignore your intuition. A wise woman is a woman who is connected to her body and honors it

taking a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG step back when i realise i’m crossing the line between understanding them and disrespecting myself

i’m such a sensitive girl behind the crash outs and attitudes, my feelings just be hurt fr.

I fell in love with this sentence: “Forgive yourself for not knowing earlier what only time could teach.”

I stayed with a man who was half ready. I hoped. I waited. I extended grace. I tried to meet him where he was instead of honoring where I was. Over time, his lack of readiness pulled me out of my character. I became reactive. I became hardened. I started responding in ways that

People never loved me for me... It was just the way I showed up for them, the way I held them down & had their back, the way I came thru when nobody else did, the way I was loyal no matter what... I'm this person because I've always wanted a person like me in my life!

My therapist told me no one tells anyone how hard it is to rewire your brain to allow good things to happen after experiencing so much trauma or pain. Blessings exist, good people exist & a softer life exists. Let it happen.

You think women are easy to replace, until you lose the one who stood by you with nothing, held you down at your lowest, and chose loyalty when she had options. That woman is irreplaceable.🥹

Read more books. Read to escape reality. Read to understand reality. Read to challenge what you believe. Read to think better. Read to write better. Read to argue better. Read to know yourself. Read to build something. A single book can completely rewire your brain.

Had to hit rock bottom to be where Im at today!

I crave peace so much. I don’t want to be hurt, angry, or crashing out. I just want to be soft