sometimes i hold in my pee just to feel something

hiii

i’ll smoke a cigarette and suddenly life is worth living again

i’m not on the spectrum. i am the spectrum.

i showed you my chemical imbalance please respond

i listen to music and make up silly little fake scenarios

i’ll light my candles and suddenly life is worth living again

i don’t post photos of myself anymore because i’ve become too sexy and i need to gatekeep myself (lying)

does it get better? no worries if not

no one got me like a bagel and cream cheese got me

sorry for acting like a scared squirrel i’m overstimulated