Yeah, the mountain's sad so the mountain cry

Therapy has been life changing man, I said it before but, the clarity I have now over the last few months that I've been at it, soo many different things now I view differently. Can still feel bad about certain things while still having contempt and resentment. Truly is freeing

I'm so tired

Averaging 70+ hours a week this month so far with no end in sight, haven't had time to do much of anything outside of just sleeping whenever I'm not working. Feels like I'm literally going to lose an entire year if not more.

Don't have as much time with the boy but still make the most of it. Nova Comp #2

I cant believe things might finally turn around for me. I haven't felt this excited about this dogshit place in YEARS. Putting in the time and grinding is paying off.

I probably find out today if this actually happens.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

300 hours clocked in the month of March Any and all free time was spent sleeping or recovering. Haven't even played anything. Everything outside of work is on pause right now. Despite the good news. It doesn't subtract from how drained I am. Hope it ends soon. Can only hope.

Starting this Sunday, for the first time in maybe 3 years I'm going to have a consistent guaranteed schedule for the forseeable future. All in all whilst not having to completely ditch my other job and just be able to pick up shifts on demand if I feel like it. Best feeling.

First time in over 30 days I'm not scheduled to work at either job today. Legit dont know what to do.

Felt guilty over how little time I got to spend with Nova. Fell into a failure mindset like I'm not doing enough. Same night he slept next to me and laid his head on my arms to sleep. Him being here and healthy is proof that I'm doing my best. I'll keep doing my best always.

Walls will be up for probably the rest of my life

Super Mario Galaxy + Super Mario Galaxy 2 OST up on Spotify open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9d…

Last few months have kinda been weird in that I'm finding less enjoyment or reason to use socials, I've essentially kinda cut off FB/snap/instagram...discord is kinda already getting there too and Twitter will eventually be too. Maybe its the age but I prefer just texting again?

Trying to get out there in the dating pool sucks bad but at least some chill guy named Tyrone bought me a drink at the bar, god bless.

Today Nova turns 1 year old! He's been the light of my life since the day I found him and I am so happy that he's made it this far. So blessed and I hope theres to many more 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

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