i’m fighting shit in my head every day that nobody knows about.

Sound of Metal (2019)

Mood rn:

they say pain makes us strong but in my case, it turned me into heartless monster.

to everyone

No one understands, so I keep too much inside, and it hurts.

Self-care reminders:

Can we all agree that being a people pleaser is tiring, and sooner or later it will change you and make you realize that it's fine to prioritize yourself.

i want someone who sees the bad in me and still wants to stay.

remember that

13 year old me thought i cannot live without this app

reassurance is so important to me, let me know what i mean to you.

I became a stranger to myself, I no longer see the person I used to be, the genuine one, the giver, someone who don't doubt and have no trauma. That someone who can trust wholeheartedly at ppl.

i’ve been realizing a lot lately.

i hate how sometimes i can’t find the right words to describe what’s going on in my mind.

Do not beg.

truly.

remember

You got this! 🫶