staring into the mirror and realizing after all the skipped meals, the millions of steps, the brutal workouts, the failed classes, and every single sacrifice i’ve made, i’m still chopped, dumb, and just painfully average

every time someone says theyre cold when i’m not I want to end my shit right then and there

donnez lui des sous c la plus belle femme du monde

eating dinner tn… :(( will try to purge but idk bcs my parents r gonna hear but i lowk dgaf

one of the hardest parts of body dysmorphia is thinking you're happy with your appearance until someone takes a picture of you and you don’t even recognise yourself because you look bigger than you thought you looked that day so you don’t even know which is the real you

can’t purge cuz my cousin called me 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫

who tf keeps interacting w bots now they’re all following me im scared

dont wanna fast today so b/p it is 💔

last time i bf hunted on tiktok it ended so badly but like…im getting desperate idk

gonna start working out again 😣😣

binged today and couldn’t purge much :( new plan for the week is omad (like i did before today lol), idk if ill do tmrw bcs its a long ass day so i’ll either skip dinner and eat lunch or kms idk idk idk ill try my best

forgot to mesure my arms i’ll do it tmrw

bloated but ate 1k nd worked out 😿 still a lot but i have school soo

ma prof de philo qui nous lâche à 1 mois du bac wow merci madame 🥹🙏🙏

bought the egoist bible thingy hehehhe