shit. I...I forgot what he sounded like...I have the goddamn stationary set...not very subtle it was in a goddamn web outside my apartment... I don't even know how it fucking got there... I'm buying that goddamn lighter.

I honestly might just keep these tapes... I missed him... hearing him happy... I just heard those awful hacking breaths at the end...

really not a fan of where this is going...

tip: webs are extremely flammable.

my door is blocked, I've been burning webs for the last couple days. I'll need to go out soon... just not yet... I want to listen to the tapes one more time... see if any new ones pop up...

I forgot I used to be afraid of heights, its funny now. I guess Caleb helped me in that respect too...

// I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IM SORRY IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY <33

so. spiders.

its easier to think now. I did run out of lighter fuel though.

see the sun the shadows cast from all the times i floated past see the ocean spinning out with all the hope and all the doubt

are any desolation avatars looking to be in a relationship. this will be purely in exchange and doesn't have to be romantic.

glad to see no one is happy to see me. par for the course.

imagine how is touch the sky.

god, I haven't been outside in ages. is this why I feel like crap?