<fuck this is genuinely nerve wracking.>

<i missed all of you just please don’t make me say it>

<so love was a mistake it turns out but i can’t let hera hear that so. hmm. fuck.>

<i just miss artie>

it’s pride month, goddards probably gonna kidnap me. i feel it.

if anyone needs me i’ll be working on my arm in my room

i didn’t notice we went into lockdown until someone said something

<...they probably don’t believe i missed them do they>

<….i wanna run away again>

Anyone hiring for mechanics

<fucking- i mean shit! everyone’s leaving the sol! kepler didn’t even flinch when i said i was leaving. and she’s gone. again. cant do it anymore>

god my head hurts

<….i want to go home>

<no more home rowan you know that>

<i- fuck that hurt- thats the point- i do care- have to /stop/ caring->

<everything hurts>

<she’s not going to come back and even if she did why the fuck should i go back why the hell do they need me>

<starting up some company with maxwell- why do i wish i still could be a part of that still. why can’t i just rip it apart. i’ve done it so much before why not now>

<i’m sorry>

(….Can anyone give me updates on how finding mink is going.)