When they were handing out immune systems I didnt even queue, I must have been distracted by something shiny #autoimmune #autoimmunebullsit

Ah country living......just rescued a dragonfly from the skylight that was so big I expected to see a Targaryen riding it!

I saw a friend from high school in a lift, she said she didn't remember me. I was a little hurt, I was close friends with her, then I started to think back on our friendship. Ah, the trauma came flooding back.....pt1

This girl and I hung around on a 1 to 1 basis, like besties at one point. I giggled with her and told her the boy I liked. She went to "talk" to the guy "for me" They were gone ages, I went and discovered her kissing him....red flag 1.....pt2

I let it go, if we both liked the same boy and he liked her, so be it. They went out for a bit. I moved on. I found a boy and started a relationship. This girl told me the boy was ugly, he looked like a turtle, was a geek, I could do better etc etc.....pt3

This girl was with me when I found I failed my A levels. When the boy came and asked if we could talk in private she objected. I rolled my eyes thinking its just 'cause she didnt like him.....pt4

When they boy and I talked he confessed that he had seen the girl the night before and one thing led to another and they'd slept together. I felt sick. She hated him? Right?!......pt5

I didnt go back to the girl, I left the situation. She didnt even chase me with phone calls or explanations. I didn't see her for months, years even. Then I saw her shopping. She bounced over and told me she was getting married.......pt6

She asked if id come to the reception, lots of old friends would be there. So I sucked it up and went. She seemed really happy I was there. It was pleasant enough.....

So how can she pretend she didn't recognise me? I look pretty much the same. So did she. I've concluded that her conscience must have fogged over my existence. Saving her remembering what a cunt she actually was/is.......

It's funny, whilst most will say " high school years are the best years of your life"......... for the rest of us, thats not true, not at all. It was the fucking worst

Oh no, I watched the first couple of episodes of The Summer I Turned Pretty and now I'm going to have to binge, hard.

Shit......this programme makes me cry and I don't know why, its gonna be a rough ride (straps in tightly)

Started wearing mouth tape at night, last night dreamt that I'd popped a bubblegum bubble on my face, woke up chewing the mouth tape 😑

Putting mascara on with a black eye......pretty fucking pointless

4.47am and I'm watching a reel of an Asian dude taking a broken Rolex apart into tiny pieves and restoring it #insomnia

I have emotional support kittens now. I'm not kidding. I was drowning in grief, even moreso knowing I was going to lose another mother figure soon. I've had them 3.5 days and they've brought such joy, I cried tears of sheer love tonight

Day 2 of invisible aligners and I'm already pissed off and fidgeting them on and off 😑

Power in unity 🤍

I hate how familiar I am with death now 😔