looking out a lonely window everybody's down below

i feel useless don't think i know how to do this

is my life not all that i thought it would be? is it simply ordinary?

if you listen close enough you might find listen close enough and you’ll hear the world cry

i'm not anti-social i'm just tired of the people and i'm fine with rolling solo so get out

i can’t seem to change my attitude, but i can change my shirt ‘cause you know how actually at times that can be a good start

i take a hammer and i break my legs i break 'em for the better

i get found to get lost i get dirty just to clean myself off

baby, don't you worry i'm not lonely, i'm just alone

i'll keep falling apart until i'm whole again

baby boy, baby brother we’re losing you to the gutter

i'm touching and i'm grabbing everything i can't be havin' i am broken down in shame

i slept not a minute, oh no i’m bleeding from my soul again

love, let my nightmares turn into dreams

but i open my arms and i dance with the wind to the beat of my heart to the drum of my suffering

back in the head where i see red where the beast and the beauty coalesce i give in to a morbid fantasy

ask me if i’m happy i don’t know if it is a place we need to go

i'll fake god today hop up on a cloud and watch the world decay

i wanna move like the air a pirouette of pain

everything is happening everything is happening at the same time