almost falling asleep standing here

sdklfdgh should make coffee when i go back

me, to myself: it doesn't matter if we pass or not, just go and try! it's going to be alright! also me: *vomits from stress and anxiety*

this is FiNeEeEeEeEeE

i complain about my mother a lot but seriously telling me our living situation depends on me every single day is not helping me

"if you don't decide what you want in life soon i will lose part of my income!" aAaAaAaAaA

my favourite thing about talking with people about my issues is them saying i need to take a break and be away from my home like i have a choice

i haven’t used twitter in so long and the first thing i do is be negative hi

wow i miss my friends

i need hugs and want to give hugs

“it would have been great if you passed the first time because [lists all kinds of things i could have had]!” me:

i somehow got my mother to acknowledge i feel depressed

now if only she’d get over herself and realise she’s the main source of my stress instead of just saying “you won’t survive in the world if this is all you can take” and thereby blaming ...literally everything but herself

i mean i straight up told her she’s the source of most of my stress but she can’t seem to realise why

my child doesn’t need constant reminders of her failures and bad life but just...needs a supportive mother?? wow eye-opening holy shit never would have thought letting my child all by herself all her life would be bad for her development!! that’s crazy!!! 🤪

k i’m done ranting sorry for that

have a good boi for good vibes

have some of my good boi while we’re at it

wowza

In dutch, we don't say "I love you" we say "godverdomme, waarom ben je zo nutteloos in deze maatschappij" and I find that beautiful.