inadvertently rat park'ing myself

girl in high school who made fun of me for listening to daft punk killed herself youtu.be/A2VpR8HahKc

had i made every decision differently my life could be so awesome

am I stupid or do dorks making "how to play X board game" videos on youtube just have poor theory of mind and are crap at explaining stuff to people who aren't them

open.spotify.com/track/2Js454Hd… on a mission to find where you left your car. people will help you

frog: "ow wtf, I thought you could be self aware and overcome your conditions and traumas" scorpion: "this is actually your fault for not being nice or patient enough, this won't happen with my next bf" frog: "I seriously doubt that and it looks like I was the true retard here"

I had to do all the grocery shopping because she had a mobility disability and the first time I did it post breakup and saw the specific little items she always liked me to get for her I had to crouch down and pretend to be real interested in hot dog buns for 5 mins

finally found a nice apt within 15mins of new job with an open non-claustrophobic kitchen, place looks new and nice like I could trip on mushrooms in there without being reminded of my mortality

I hate that we've decided to prop up our economy with a fake bullcrap smoke and mirrors tech thing that can't actually improve or do anything, all it does is make gpu's and ram more expensive for normal people

hmmmmmm...

the rotoscoped enemies in Fallen Aces give it a real Drue Langlois vibe which keeps making me smile