i can't stop thinking bout my death, i decided i want to dance

and i almost thought that i could change the past

i wanna forget my future and jump into the dark

all you want so far is love, death and some kind of higher high

felt like if we don't sleep then tomorrow's just a dream

i missed it bad but i hate it here

looking down the line, got so much to show you

and it feels like everyone's done waiting, so what am i supposed to do?

is there a reason, do you care if i'm still breathing or am i insane for thinking we could've made it

i don't wanna wake you up, it's clear you'd rather be elsewhere. i'd rather be in love

i take refuge in arms of love, and bury my face in my friend, i came so close to the end

but these words lose their meaning cause i just keep repeating them like that'll make them come alive, but they're only words and you know it, you've always known better than i do

so this is how i die now, hands to the air

forever just wanting you

i said whenever you called i'd be there

cause i chase dreams 'til the end, these nightmares all bend, silver linings are all i need

no i don’t love you, and i never did. look at us burning down in flames for kicks

called you when i was in need, your silence just something i got used to

and 'til you're not afraid of going i'll be right here on your arm

you don't know how to let go, who said this must be all or nothing?