the meanest thing you do to yourself is pretend you don’t want the things you want. shrink the desire before anyone can see it. call it unrealistic before someone else does. and then walk around with this low grade starvation you can’t name because you buried the appetite so deep

I evaluate my behavior every night. I will literally be in the shower like "I didn't like how I responded to that today but tomorrow I will be better".

them fingers big let’s try ozempic next

nobody coming to save you also implies no one is coming to stop you

Probably be on Instagram looking like a dickrider but if you post 10 good stories back to back I’m in them likes 10 times back to back, never cared.

frustrating how i automatically psychoanalyze Everything ab myself like Hey i feel slightly jealous that my friend has a Closer friend. this means im insecure of my status in their life bc of my low self esteem & perceived unworthiness due to my mother ignoring me as a kid

I only address the elephant in the room if I want to stay in that room😭😭

Being bald on easter is so crazy like damn I'm the eggs

The easiest way to hide information from me is to record a video of you talking on your Instagram story cause I’m not watching that😭😭😭

ready for the new kelela

ask 1 question and get a whole entire monologue of their life & they just keep waiting for u to ask more questions so they can continue talking abt themselves like it's an interview instead of a mutual connection 😭

The paradox of maturing is that you arrive back at the child

I think this video should get sent into space it should outlive us all and be a memory of who we were

“she’s got mental health” brotherrrrrrrr when are people going to learn to say this sentence correctly 😭😭😭😭

If I'm already so nostalgic at 23 what will I do when I'm 70

I just started completely ignoring everyone who doesn’t speak nicely to me & it’s working wonders fr

very odd experience when you realize just how many people are lurking and salivating at the opportunity to mischaracterize you like oh you’re on a mission

having an intrusive thought and shaking my head to show the mind readers that I don’t approve