It is what it is

im so ashamed of wanting, such a basic human emotion but feels so shameful. wanting to be loved wanting to be beautiful wanting to have friends wanting to be adored wanting comfort wanting safety wanting to feel ok in my own body. want to feel better. why do i feel so greedy

the worst feeling is when you find out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much.

I need a homie to eeb call with when Im lonely/depress at night 🫠 but ughhhh situation shit

FUCK I SAID THAT ON THIS ACCOUNT AND NOT MY PRIVATE AAHSHDSHAHHSRJ

thinking about someone who does not care about u at all is like one of the top 10 most humiliating things ever

Santa gave me my compensation ahead of time before I go back and work at his workshop again this time of year: Im now officially part of the Vtuber Creator Club~! The only good thing that happened to me recently (Im terribly sick and cant afford to be sick because FINALS coming)

the octopus for Mahina Kuma 🔞

Guh I keep fucking up 🫠

Never wasting energy on someone that doesnt care anymore. Same with me! If Im not giving you the time and need dont keep trying. Im usually asleep and/or extremely too depressed to do anything. Im usually mentally unwell to interact privately What sucked was that I tried too hard

i immediately go silent when something upsets or hurts me. it's a coping mechanism i have developed over time. instead of expressing my anger or frustration, i simply withdraw and try to process my emotions in private.

mind you their lives were in danger😫

people don't understand how draining it can be to try to explain what's happening inside your head when you're struggling to understand it yourself. there are times when you just unintentionally feel sad and start to feel alone

Bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk bonk

The temptation to make a nsfw model for this account... Ooga booga

Some of my homies are way too thirsty for this crazy AI shlop that doesnt stream or make videos or anything like???? 😭😭😭

forever an “it’s okay I understand” girl, with tears running down my face. forever an “I’m sorry” girl, even when I didn’t do anything wrong. forever a “no it’s fine” girl, even when my heart just dropped to my stomach. forever a “it wasn’t that important” girl, even when it

nothing will ruin a friendship for me faster than watching someone show up for their other friends in a way they don’t show up for me. you have the capacity, just not for our friendship? no thanks.