𝐃𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝, 𝐈 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝... ...𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐡.

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"Well there's more than being a Paladin than simply serving our liege. Surely you have want for some personal glory or progression? You already excel in far more than Charlemagne deserves. Besides, your own image is just as important as his if not more so."

(Nice to know a certain someone still loves to make passing comments about me behind my back *sigh* To think we used to be such close friends too, loved them, cared about them. I honestly don't know where it went wrong or why things turned out the way they did)

(It is what it is and I can't change the past. It just sucks that the entire time I make a point to not say anything mean or negative behind someone's back, even in private because it doesn't feel right and they have no problem doing the exact opposite to me)

(Well, it's a burned bridge that I wish wasn't because I still do miss them and RPing with them all things considered. They sorta just up and burned me for no reason, causing me more pain than they know. Maybe some day they'll realize that)

(I considered truly leaving the verse and this character behind after that, but I honestly love this verse and this character too much to do it. No matter how much I'm burned, no matter how much influence they may have, I won't stop fighting. I'll keep moving forward)

(I have great friends on here and I always meet new and better people. It makes me smile every day to think about it. Some day the struggles will be a distant memory as the other regrets have been. I can't keep hanging onto it, but at least I can learn from it)

(Guess this is just me late night/super early morning rambling after I had to deal with my laptop crashing but . . . I guess I still need some true closure to fully move on—answers I guess. I never got those, and I probably never will)

(Maybe the closeness of the past is what keeps me clinging but . . . I know I shouldn't if I truly want to move forward. So, I'll take the hand that was dealt me, plant it, and make the most out of this harvest. I'll let them talk, and I'll press forward. RP is meant to be fun)

(I'll stop being OOC now and get back to sleep I guess XD Not sure what prompted me to post all this but . . . it felt good to just ramble and get some back-up stuff off my chest and in writing I guess ^^ Sorry for the spam I gave anyone)

"Well, so long as you have a goal I see no reason to think negatively of it. I'm only asking that you take care of yourself, silly. We're always more than merely extensions of our King's wishes and desires. Some personal pursuits would not hurt."

"That girl truly is a model Paladin to a fault. It's almost so sweet it makes me sick. Still, I cannot fault where she finds joy and pride in, nor will I condemn her for it. I'm still unsure if I prefer this outlook or one of the other's more brazen rebellion."

(Debating on redoing my pinned and cleaning it up a bit. Kinda want to base it on @FeatheryVow's since it seems a lot cleaner to categorize things like that ^^;)

令呪三角使うタマモ迎春 #FGO

(Well that's a crazy thing to get accused of now in my Discord. I don't get a say or anything I just get flat out banned? Who is trying to ruin my life now?)

(Well someone's Nee Year resolution seems to be to lie and discredit. Good to know nobody can avoid cancel culture lol)