life is not that bad when you're surrounded by people who love you

it hurts to wake up in the morning cause my backs already fucked

maybe you should learn to be a decent human being

i’ll show you what i got but it’s not going to last but i tell you how i’m feeling i hope you survive the blast

i’ll kiII any man that fucks with me again

oh, i thought that things would be okay, but you're a piece of shit

i’d like to be, someone who can break free from my friends, whiskey and vodka

so please be safe, my heart's unlocked and please just kiss me goodnight

6 AM i wake up and i have some awful shakes i go to wash my face, but all i see is someone that i hate

i wish i knew why i act so mean when really i just want my heart to be seen

i really love the mountain goats

DICK!

*screaming*

still wake up with panic attacks thinking they’re coming back to fuck with me

i don't think it's right for me to be with somebody

i hate myself so i hate you too but that didn’t make sense, and i didn’t think it through

i think i say i’m quitting drinking every other week but it’s so hard to stop when it’s the only thing that lets me sleep

i’m just so tired and really bored of the way that things have been

now i’m regretting all the time that i had you on my mind

i love you like an alcoholic and i like the way that you think but you don’t like my unhealthy habits and the way that i’m always bent over the sink