i miss you today too. i don’t think i’d find a day where your absence is easy to ignore. not in the bright morning, not at the quiet night. i think that’s my love’s way to let you know that it wants to stay despite it all.

I don't think I'm set up to endure in an unhappy marriage or relationship. Some of our parents/grandparents thought otherwise and that's ok. Life is too short for you to be unhappy in a relationship. There are no medals or trophies passed out for enduring misery

— Unknown

Still holding that 1% hope

it's so hard when you keep trying to improve yourself, yet you always find yourself sobbing in your room because of something you cannot understand. you feel like you're doing alright, but you also feel you're not and you frequently question yourself "am i really getting better?"

me: “call me whenever u need me“ also me :

and all of a sudden, i felt really tired. like the world has drained me for everything that i had

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I miss you so much but I can't even reach out to you.